I had so much to hide
Why O why
I constantly cried
I wondered did this have to be me
Looking out from the inside
Often times where I lied
Why O why
All that happened, I couldn't abide
Living on the edge constantly ashamed
There's a sound of raging thunder
Nothing that appeared asunder
Nothing ever seemed the same again
But who's to blame
Wandering around in the darkness
There's no pain that feels quite like this
Who and where and what and how to be
If only this were just a dream
Looking out from the inside
Feelings of being tied
Why O why
There was no one I could confide
Loneliness, despair, rejection - all the time
There's a sound of raging thunder
Nothing that appeared asunder
Nothing ever seemed the same again
But who's to blame
Wandering around in the darkness
There's no pain that feels quite like this
Who and where and what and how to be
If only this were just a dream
Copyright Page Alexanda Feb 2017
