Every day is getting easier to cope with
Being with you I feel now was a myth
But this wasn’t the case I can tell you
now
Now I can move on from here and blend
into the crowd
I feel easier now and less under the
weather
At least now for sure I can hold things
together
For the last several months this wasn’t the
case
But at last now I am in a much better
place
I have so much to look forward to in the
coming year
Now I can move on without feeling so
much fear
Wondering, whispering alone in the dark
Starting to move forwards this feels
like an art
Only time will tell how well I am doing
I thought I was going forward before but
alas without moving
The cry from my heart is to gain more
solid ground
Whereas before I was crying inside and
sometimes out loud
With lots of help from my Faith and
friends all over
I didn’t have to rely on things like
four leaf clover
To get me through the days and weeks
ahead
Where as in the past I was so low I
would take to my bed
Now Spring is in full of lots of
sunshine and warmth
I no longer have to pretend let alone
just perform
For things seem so much brighter now which
is great
I no longer feel annoyed, angry or even
the slightest irate
The seasons have come and gone over the past
several months
I can face the future so bright and even
buy flowers by the bunch
To cheer me up in the coming days and
months that lay before me
I can get up in the mornings with lustre
and at last believe
In my Saviour who is there for me
through and through
He is right beside me and in every
little thing that I do
I no longer have to just cope or let
alone just get by
Or even at times say everything is fine
when in fact I have lied
Now things don’t always appear as blatant
black or white
I can move on forwards where you alone are
now out of sight
I don’t have to pretend or put on a show
for all to see
I can finally move on and at last
finally of you be set free
Copyright:
Page Alexanda April 2018
